Well, it has been forever since I updated.
Usually it is either the interesting facts or the thralls of life brings me to write out in public.
Unfortunately due to a promise and respect to secrecy I cannot reveal exactly what is going only that right now, words cannot describe how I feel... but this cutscene, while not accurate to the "t", is a generalized feel for me right now.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gn5PEuMJSYQ
I dunno what to think, but hopefully what is going will work out.